I've been having some major trouble with music lately. I don't know how to describe it. I play music every week for church, but I don't feel like I'm authentic. I feel like I'm so uncreative, I feel inadequate, I feel unworthy.
I can be so inspired by music. Music can be such an indescribable connection to the Holy. But I don't feel like the music I play is anything close to a reflection of who God is. I'm so far away from that.
Here's a link to some music that is truely awesome. It's a song called "The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades is Out to Get Us!" by Sufjan Stevens. Please listen to it. (Sorry, the audio quality is not the best)